The Journey continues!

I think back to returning from my Journey through the promised land, I was in awe and in turmoil at the same time trying to figure things out?? Thinking I would get back to the ending and share my thoughts and what God had to teach me??? wow that is why I've not returned till now!! My thoughts, well are still mangled! I believe my perception was so limited that I was on over load from the Journey. I still have the image of people backing up from the wailing wall as to not offend our God by turning their backs on him??? The wall, I just can't seem to grip! His chosen  people not accepting the gift of His Son Jesus Christ! Are we there??? Do we wail at a wall as if our Lord doesn't exists?? My answer must be YES!! My perception of Christianity is skewed by what me as a Westerner has been taught to do, think and feel.... God has been showing me that I have blinders on, how to take them off?? I'm still learning and I am sure it is a process and will take a life time..... But today I am sure it is not in wailing at a wall or any other ritual we might have came up with through time... But a relationship, a walking talking real relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ, the Savior of my life! My thoughts change as I walk and talk with Jesus, and He is ever teaching me daily. I know He is leading me on this Journey of life and is giving me a spark to write in this blog and wants me to do something with what He has shown me "renewing the mind" is what I have from Him today and I look forward to see what He has instore for me, a vessel He calls FRIEND!